isolation

it's like this:

have you ever been in a situation that will simply not resolve itself? it's a tunnel with no light at the end, it's a cloud with no silver lining, it's an Oreo with no cream filling; it's hopeless.

I honestly do not know what to do with myself anymore. I can be extremely happy, experiencing an "on top of the world" euphoric feeling one minute, and the next- I'm sobbing. The thing that eats away at me the most is that it's all because of another person. Now, don't get me wrong, people are there to lean on in times of need. All we have is each other. However, that's only after we have ourselves. People are not to be depended on. In my experience, no one will be more honest with you than yourself.

Why is this person the exception to my theory? They've found the loophole, they know where I'm weak, and they continually attack in that very place. The end is nowhere in sight.

I need to learn to stop depending on this person for my happiness, because clearly, they're not doing an adequate job supplying it.