comfort zone

it is terrifying that the tears that fall as soon as the sun does have become normal to me. something about nighttime moves in the core of my being and shakes me. i cry because i don't know what else to do. i cry because i'm not sure how to deal with this. i cry because you're gone. and most importantly, i cry because it's all i've ever known.

envy

I would do anything to feel nothing. I wonder what it's like to be like you and hurt people but not think twice about it. Maybe you like the feeling of control. I don't know, it could just be that you're a huge bitch. Whatever it is, I hope you know you make me fucking sick.