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pessimist (ps-mzm) n. 1. A tendency to stress the negative or unfavorable or to take the gloomiest possible view

I hate to think I'm one of those, but I'm starting to think I am.

Currently:
mourning the loss of a love that was one breathtaking
contemplating what to do with you
thanking you for showing me that everyone is real and no one is perfect
hating you for breaking my heart and soul

I wonder what it's like to be in your shoes. You know, the breaker instead of the break-ee. Is it easier? Do you not feel anything when you stick that knife in my chest?

Lucky you.